September 3rd, 2005
elated to the infinite level
"i'm captivated by Your love, overwhelmed by Your glory..."
grabe, iba talaga si Jesus. sabi Niya, "Watch Me." ako naman, kahit mahirap bumitaw dahil ang panget ng feeling na wala kang control, sige na nga. (sabi nga ni fides, there's no use in trying to argue with God because He always has these one liners to make you shut up and just obey. hi fides =D ) sabi kasi Niya, He knows my needs. and that He will provide for them in the proper time. that He is faithful. kaya ayun.
and as soon as i handed Him over the steering wheel, *charan!* He took me to the destination I've been trying to reach for so long but in my own futile efforts failed to do so...and He does it in an instant.
"Be still and know that I am God..."
inaantay Niya lang pala akong magdepend sa Kanya. hehe. buti nalang. He really knows best. kasi kung hindi, e di feeling ko ako ang gumawa ng paraan, kahit na hindi naman. and so now, not only was my need provided for, but more importantly, i've seen Him work in His most creative ways, and thus enjoy Him all the more.
"Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart. commit your way to the Lord, trust also in Him, and He shall bring it to pass." - psalm 37-5-6
without Jesus as my Lord and Savior, my life won't make sense. for those who haven't tried sitting at His feet and and just gaze at Him and see Him for who He really is (and not according to how some people or theories have painted him), it may sound weird that someone would be so happy to be a slave of anyone. but it's true, so true i'd be willing to die for it. seriously. paradoxically, being a slave of Jesus is the most liberating experience one can ever have. after all, Jesus is not merely anyone. imagine, handing over your life to Someone who loves you so much and who sees the future as easily as the present and has control over everything because He is the Son of the living God and is God Himself! it's so much comforting than trying to control it yourself, diba? makes perfect sense. weeeee!
hay,end ko na nga ito. kailangan pa naming mag-usap weeeee!!!
"everything i need is You, my beginning, my forever..."